... it looks foggy!
Can't do much tonight anyway, cos I'm fecked after this week, emotionally and physically.
But have to be strong, eh?
Work tmrw, and on the holiday Monday, too. Very much inclined to go to TGIs for a beer tonight. Just don't want to be the centre of attention. At ALL
House is a kip, but I can tidy it tmrw night or Sunday morning while I'm waiting for the Toot parcel to arrive!
Wish the Scottish Couple was available for a light drink in the NM bar tonight. Mr C is out on enforced drinking with the new work crowd.
Must be edging towards 30 C tonight...
I misr Mr C a lot, but I think I'm over-sensitive to his absence at the moment cos I'm suddenly single.
He had months of me being around only part of the time when I dated Jun. And towards the end with Jun, he told me he realised he was lonely :o(
I told him how I really felt shortly after that point. Then left for England.
I guess in the 7 weeks between that and me splitting with Jun, he lived up to his bhallenge and tried to be better.
Without me. And knowing him, he probably decided that if I was doing a dangerous thing having fallen in love, he would try to not make gt any more dangerous by getting closer.
Dunno.
All just speculation, eh? But noone to speculate with, so it's just me on my own at 9pm. Arriving home.
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