Post Paddy-discussions

What to do....

Met up with Paddy tonight. Which is to say, he came down to the homestead to pick me up to go for a cheap'n'cheerful pub meal. Which turned out to be not so cheerful as we discussed life stuff. But it was a nice chat. Then I vented massively about Teh Cat in the car as we idled outside the homestead, post-meal.

It's clearly not looking good, based on what I was saying tonight. Despite ringing TC back earlier today to try and encourage him.

It was the first time I'd had a chance to really talk with someone who knows me very well, and he wasn't impressed with my painting of the cat at all. I'm still sore from being accused of having an affair. It's still raw, and hasn't got better. Being asked to bring back a "sorry" present for losing my temper, while he still hasn't apologised for his massive outburst, isn't really helping. Ego ego ego...

Maybe it's time to draw this anticlimax to a close?

Who knows...?

Oh, and against this backdrop, news from LS that he and his new man are buying a flat together and have never been happier. I don't see that future for me and the Cat. That's awful, isn't it? At least, it's not encouraging.

G'night jim-bob.

Fecked

I got up 25.5 hours ago. Granted, I actually slept on the flight over for a bit, but I have red blotches on my eyes which aren't a good look. So this time, I'm not staying up late. I can't: I'm about to pass out!

Tried a pint of Genius tonight, but it wasn't going down that well...

Monday will bring compulsory Guinness, so maybe I should lay off til then!

Breakfast in Gatwick tomorrow.

お休み!

Seen on a shopping bag on the 小田急 line this afternoon

"What is considered?"

<picture of a very cutepuppy stretching forward out of his basket>

"I want to understand you.

Please be together all the time.

I want to know what is considered."

I love Japanese English ☆

After a year-long break

...I have re-joined the league of people who go gymming.

Would say more but it's late, and it would only be about the Cat and I rowing (rhymes with "bowing") (appropriately for this case), no plans for O bon, and Dublin trip in 9 days.

Eep.