That was horrible

Really, Really horrible

I haven't prayed like that in a long, long time. But it worked.

I checked my account balance by phone this morning. I was overdrawn by my net monthly salary. This was bad. I should've been paid. I thought I had been, and that suddenly I was in this situation where I'd have literally nothing for a month. Literally. No rent, no petrol, no groceries, no holiday, no going to this conference, no anything. Terrified.

Absolutely, 100%, thought-of-every-extreme-option, purely and completely terrified.

But thank God it's okay.

The pay is going in a day late.

I've never been so relieved to hear the woman at the bank speak words.